stilljustandrew: (serious 2)
stilljustandrew ([personal profile] stilljustandrew) wrote2011-07-30 11:05 pm
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[Detroit!AU: things begin]

Andrew's got a table near the Observation Window, a Coke, a plate of fried paradoxes, and an X-Factor trade paperback in a plain brown cover.

(You never know when an actual member of X-Factor might walk in, here.)

It's shaping up to be a pretty okay evening.
gavemea_45: (haunted)

[personal profile] gavemea_45 2011-07-31 03:07 am (UTC)(link)
For some people, maybe.




He'd stared at the spot where Jess -- no, not Jess, it was never Jess, it was Lucifer, fucking Lucifer -- had disappeared for he doesn't know how long.

Sam's first instinct had been to call Dean, but.... no. He holds the phone in his hand and stares at the entry on the screen for a long, long time before slowly returning it to his pocket.




He needs time. Time to think. Time to figure something out -- how to tell Dean, if nothing else.

When he pushes the door open to Milliways and stumbles through it, Sam's not really that aware of his surroundings.

God. Oh god. What am I going to do?
gavemea_45: (upward glance)

[personal profile] gavemea_45 2011-07-31 03:27 am (UTC)(link)
The familiar voice gets his attention, and Sam swings around to face him.

"... Andrew."

Long pause.

"Hey."
gavemea_45: (from before and into now)

[personal profile] gavemea_45 2011-07-31 03:30 am (UTC)(link)




"... sure."

Sam glances around himself, as if only now realizing where he is.
gavemea_45: (haunted)

[personal profile] gavemea_45 2011-07-31 03:34 am (UTC)(link)
"I..."

"My heart breaks for you-- the weight on your shoulders, what you've done, what you still have to do... it's more than anyone could bear..."




Sam swallows.

Very, very low:

"To be honest?"

"I will never lie to you."




"No. I really don't think I am."
gavemea_45: (haunted)

[personal profile] gavemea_45 2011-07-31 03:37 am (UTC)(link)
"Yeah."


Silence. He stares down at the tabletop in front of him.


"...I just don't know how to begin."
gavemea_45: (looking down in darkness)

[personal profile] gavemea_45 2011-07-31 03:45 am (UTC)(link)
A choked, humorless bark of laughter escapes him.



"Yeah. You could say that it's got everything to do with that."
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[personal profile] gavemea_45 2011-07-31 03:53 am (UTC)(link)
He nods, and doesn't say anything for several seconds.




"I saw Jess."

Sam's staring at his hands, flattened in front of him on the table.

"I thought it was a dream. And then -- I wasn't sleeping, so I thought it -- that she --"
gavemea_45: ([s/j] the calm before the)

[personal profile] gavemea_45 2011-07-31 04:00 am (UTC)(link)




"... I haven't seen her here in so long, I thought, maybe -- "

He makes himself look up, at Andrew.

"I thought it was her spirit. But it wasn't."
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[personal profile] gavemea_45 2011-07-31 04:03 am (UTC)(link)









"Lucifer."

Even though he's the one saying it, the sound of the name sends a shudder through him. Sam swallows, sets his jaw, and grimly makes himself say it again.

"It was Lucifer."
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[personal profile] gavemea_45 2011-07-31 04:09 am (UTC)(link)
"He was-- was trying to convince me that -- never mind, it doesn't matter."

Sam breaks off there and shakes his head. He looks sick.
gavemea_45: (haunted)

[personal profile] gavemea_45 2011-07-31 04:10 am (UTC)(link)
Very, very quietly--



"I don't think so."
gavemea_45: (intense focus)

[personal profile] gavemea_45 2011-07-31 04:14 am (UTC)(link)
"He's looking for me."

If possible, he looks even sicker than before.

"He said... I'm the one he wants. For his vessel."
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[personal profile] gavemea_45 2011-07-31 04:19 am (UTC)(link)
Sam swallows, hard.

"He can't -- he can't do it without my consent -- and I'm not, I won't, I won't, but--"

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